Sunday, February 11, 2018

Quite Literally....

I think I am at a strange
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Have you ever found yourself there?  When you aren't quite sure which direction you should go and you have added up the pros and cons of both and still don't have a clear direction?  

I am there right now.  Actually, over the past couple of weeks I have been asked a question from various people about what I want to do with my degree when I finish.  Hmmmmm....???  I feel like I should have a better answer than I have...since, uh, I don't have an answer.  I am literally majoring in a degree based on my previous degree because the distance from Point A to Point B is shortest.  But, now, after having been asked this multiple times by various people I am wondering.  Setting the path to getting a MBA seemed to be the most logical and definitely most direct route based on my past course of study, but now, all of the sudden I am just not sure. It is frustrating because I think I am too old to be trying to determine "what I want to be when I grow up!"  I am just not sure my passion lies in this path, but then my logical side kicks in and reminds me that there are clear reasons to follow this path...blah, blah, blah.

Working in the industry I am currently, has given me new perspectives and experiences and a lot to consider in relation to my educational pursuits. My heart is not in the impersonal business of making money for the sake of money.  Yes, I know money is required, but previously I working in an industry that I loved and the money was icing on the cake....but wasn't the cake!  I seriously love cake, so cake is important to me!  It is very fulfilling to do something that helps other people feel better, even if is just a small part of their lives.  Knowing you made the day brighter for someone in some small way is HUGE.  I am not looking to save the world, but it was nice to contribute to the success and growth of other people and see their lives fuller and more satisfied.  So, maybe now you see my hmmmmm????  I am literally questioning if this is a fork in the road or am I overthinking all this?


2 comments:

  1. Michelle! You are not overthinking. This is normal for this stage in our lives. You'll find the destination, I know you will. In the meantime, enjoy the journey!! xx --Jess

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  2. I understand where you’re coming from 100%! I was at that same fork at a point in my life, too: use my degree, or follow my heart & do something that improves the quality of life for other people, even though it makes no money. Praying for clarity for you and for God‘s perfect provision!!!

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